Just realized Never got closure/
So many things left unspoken
I glad your happy
finally found someone who's perfect for you
Hate when I Feel trapped like i can do better
I wasn't there,
Just told Ben marcy
She finally left me
He told me to
write her
A letter I'm too scared to send
Felicia just told me
that your almost 30
it's time that you sit
You should stop flirting
And write you a list
Better than Tinder
A sea full of catfish
Just got committed..
...To a long distance
Ain't seen in 3 weeks
Been Flaking plans,
don't call in
Lost the job
Hope We still friends?

Was the Lust stronger than the bond is
That will have you
in bondage
a punk girl with hairy arm pits
Just Showed me where her heart is
The 1 who ghosted
Just text back
Dont Compromise cause you comfy boy
Keep it real now Or never find what you looking for.
Even if it means being lonely

Had a long term
felt like chore
Let's be mature
Were Both unsure about it
The rabbit hole
I was lured down it
Eventually it all Turned sour
Broke up no advanced notice
Never expressed these problems round me
We're you and your friends talking bout me?
Stayed at resorts
Hard to make a home...
Emotionally unavailable
Till I meet the 1
Worth being faithful for
In the process I met a girl
a decade or 2 more old
If i turn 50 she on life support
I'm an old soul
But Jen said
I deserve
a younger girl
So i took 1 out on a boat ride
saw the mississpi
Seemed to fit with me
Opened up
She said I'm too dark
Thats Funny I'm also too black for the system

It was my fault that it happened
Just kissed a sensitive cancer
Had to step back
Cause I fell in patterns that had me embarrassed
I visited Dallas
ShaVunda and Brandon
That's the first time that I thought about family
She was so happy
My Life was Bedlam
And that's where they married
Met a big girl out in Texas so I said howdy
Then it got rowdy
She said you can't cum inside of me
So i nutted when i Pulled out
it looked cloudy
We left the state and got outty
Now im back home
With my girl
got in the shower
looked inside of my phone
Hopped out
through down the towel
Thinking we bout to lay down
She called me unloyal
I Felt so awful,
But Why was you on it?/
might not be the Man for you
I Got to stepping like Martin Lawrence
But she caught up
To the bus stop And Talked me out of walking on it
She said you got all my love

(This the way you choose to honor us)
I'm sorry for the horror show

That reminds me of this heart of gold
Who asked me for my horoscope natal chart
time and place of birth
To make sure I'm not a psycho
But i kept it low
Cause at the time
Thought it was a credit card scam
Now this woman from back then
Talking badly
About some things
I Feel awful bout

and she just reached out, I guess times are hard
Demanded i visit GoFundme and Donate to her cause
For all that she did for ya boy?
even mentioned i pissed on her car
I swear to god it wasn't purpose
And Don't take me wrong
No excuses..
If I knew your love had conditions
I Would have never involved
I don't owe nothing!
But I'll support!
Can I give ya cash?
Hate credit cards.
Lets meet and talk?
I wanna look in your eyes.
She said I'm tripping
Narrative twisting
Neglected my feeling
Acting oblivious