Verse 1:

I lost a good girl who always had my back
I would run away and she would always let me back
That was whack.
used to love my ass to death,
almost caught a heart attack
Ima scum bag and that's a known fact
Should of known off bat that it's best if I hold back
Compare the dick game to smoking crack
But she got me kind of whipped
Trying to keep focus in tact
Too concerned with my growth and where I'm at to give it a chance
She said help me understand,
Girl why you being worrisome?
I've been hurt in the past,
She say you treat me bad
I'm trying to hold your hand and put you in my plans.


Verse 2:

Girl you never gave up.
That's what's up
raise a cup
If I gave you everything I had it wouldn't be enough for.
You deserve the world for putting up with my petty ass
you shouldn't have.
How could i put it others others wouldn't
It's not rare to keep it pushing.
So I rarely bite the bullet when cupid pulling
Lifes Messy
Cougars & Married Women.
That's all that's left when The stable women are tooken..
Or too Independent To be a house wife cleaning and cooking
Not That I Want that
I'm not looking.
But there's no love like being understood..
I think I should take a chance on you
Don't confuse it with sympathy/
This is me reflecting the select people who here for me.
That Real,
Need someone I can tell all my secrets to.
Its getting real now you hiding we playing peekaboo?/
When I opened the door you were told
I do not like to impose/
Now it's cold shoulders,
Communication poor/
I been through this before,
Exposed the Black pain/
said I was too dark,
That was My fault,
Knew it was a long shot/
She text back
And said Boo I have a life,
it was the Wrong time to call but I'm happy that you did/